Work is piling up and I think with 25 hours straight working hours, I still can't finish them. Enquiries, changes to requirements, revision of contracts and questions from the clients... there is hardly time to think or to plan.

I used to bring home work and then try to complete some at home at night or over the weekend. Not now anymore. I rather spend my time watching tv, surfing the net and simply, doing nothing. I think I deserve the rest, putting in close to 12 hours of work hours a day.

People change, mindset change, priorities change and energy level change.

I am not blaming myself for being less hardworking (in that sense) but rather, I think I seek a more balanced lifestyle now. I rather be home talking to my family or Dearie or perhaps, meet up with friends or entertain myself with Korean Drama. I have decided to channel my energy towards other things that matter to me now .